i didnt lose my virginity to him...i lost it to you

(1/10/07) 6pm you kiss me on the 6 train and i smile against your lips "when i come back, i will be yours" i try to hold back the tears i…

(paper journal entry 12/26/06)   my heart is chippedi need a qualified person to fix itare you that person?will you be funny and kindmake me laughlet me…

(from my journal...12/28/06)you are going to be buried todayand i hope that it is okai that i'm not therei've said my peaceand said goodbyenow its…

i find that i hate having things kept from me especially when its you im sitting here still reeling from what i had to tweeze out of…